Working on my own stuff is quite literally the scariest thing I am doing. These days I handle it a lot better. But for the majority of two years the financial stress, the uncertainty and the worries kept me up at night. The peace started coming once I accepted that I cannot control everything. There's a lot out of my hands so to say. What that realisation did do was make me commit harder to everything I could control. Aka, go above and beyond on whatever you are doing. Don't settle for mediocrity just because its easier. Go the harder route. The longer route. Even if no one sees it. You don't do it for them. You do it for yourself. Its what makes you the stronger and better person. It will be in the end the key difference between those who stand out. And those who are part of the crowd. Now don't see this as me patting myself on the back. Not at all. I am just trying to show you that, accepting what you can control vs what you can't control can be liberating. And also a force to drive you. Conclusion? I've painted a lot of concrete none of you will see 😅💀