ok I settled on a Mystery Novel to self soothe

editing my book makes feel like I need to take up smoking or vaping or chewing gum compulsively or maybe some kind of drug habit

I used to be confused by why people would punish the people they loved the most but now I understand that when you really love someone you want them to be your Parent and give you perfect care and happiness and when they can’t do that you can end up hating them

I stg they put crack in this stuff

all the best people are cripplingly paranoid and delusionally confident at the same time. that’s what charisma is

four people in the past two weeks told me they were on retatrutide and I couldn’t tell if they were kidding bc they were all normal weight/thin. is this a thing?? is everyone in the bay area somehow on it?

there’s no better feeling than lightly bullying someone you love

people don’t actually judge other people by anything other than their vibes. which is why nothing will ever change your life more than being secure

losing my mind realizing my mom knows all about alex wang going to meta and 4o being sycophantic because there are chinese courses on this stuff????

“People who are direct are generally in touch with themselves and their desires. People who are habitually indirect usually aren’t. This is because people who are indirect don’t have much experience with their inner world making contact with the outer world. They sit and theorize instead of saying it out loud and seeing what happens.”